Friday, July 18, 2008

Heart healing meditation


Namaste is the (Depak) Chopra Centre Online Newsletter.

In the 2nd edition it is stated that:
"On this earth most of us have felt the deep ache of loss, the numbing burden of sorrow, and the pain of our heart breaking. Nobody wants to experience loss, but it is inevitable. As the Buddha taught, we are each given ten thousand joys and ten thousand sorrows. The challenge lies in not getting mired in either the joy or the emotional pain, keeping our hearts open and soft instead of closed and constricted."

The site invites readers to become conscious of what is going on in their own hearts and to take care of it. This invitation is accompanied with an audio link -

http://chopra.com/files/images/HeartMeditationDGFINAL.mp3

I am destined to go the Holy Land over the next 2 weeks, but suspect I could be in a holy land here by practising contemplations like this. Enjoy!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Turning darkness into light

Pangur Bán

I and Pangur Bán my cat
‘Tis a like task we are at:
Hunting mice is his delight,
Hunting words I sit all night.

Better far than praise of men
‘Tis to sit with book and pen;
Pangur bears me no ill will,
He too plies his simple skill.

Oftentimes a mouse will stray
In the hero Pangur’s way;
Oftentimes my keen thought set
Takes a meaning in its net.

‘Gainst the wall he sets his eye
Full and fierce and sharp and sly;
‘Gainst the wall of knowledge I
All my little wisdom try.

Practice every day has made
Pangur perfect in his trade;
I get wisdom day and night
Turning darkness into light.

- Written by a 9th-century Irish monk in St. Gallen, Switzerland

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

On casting first stones.

In a trial, a Southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand.

He approached her and asked, ‘Mrs. Jones, do you know me?’

She responded, ‘Why, yes, I do know you Mr. Williams.

I’ve known you since you were a boy, and frankly, you’ve been a big disappointment to me.

You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs.

You think you’re a big shot when you haven’t the brains to realize you’ll never amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher.

Yes, I know you.’

The lawyer was stunned. Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, ‘Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?’

She again replied, ‘Why yes, I do.

I’ve known Mr. Bradley since he was a youngster, too.

He’s lazy, bigoted, and he has a drinking problem.

He can’t build a normal relationship with anyone, and his law practice is one of the worst in the entire state.

Not to mention he cheated on his wife with three different women.

One of them was your wife.

Yes, I know him.’

The defense attorney nearly died.

The judge asked both counselors to approach the bench and, in a very quiet voice, said,

‘If either of you idiots asks her if she knows me, I’ll send you both to the electric chair.’

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Warriors Against War

Iraq and Afghanistan veterans reveal the transformation of their personal beliefs about war before, during and after serving in the military.

Superior video (14 minutes) by Matthew Hennessy - Warriors Against War

Monday, July 14, 2008

White White Dove

White, White Dove

(Lyric by Steve Harley & Cockney Rebel)


Rose and Cross - so is the battle lost?

Is there now no time to jive?

Rose and Cross - you know the price it's cost?

But the hope is still, the hope is still alive


Rosicrucius - is your story told?

Or is there still more to come?

Rosicrucius - from my simple soul

I shall eat the morning, eat the morning sun



Chorus: If I was ordered not to travel another mile

If I was told I could never see another city

There is one thing I'll always hold, that's the smile

Of the symbol that is peace, the white, white dove



Rose and Cross - can we ever toss

All our prejudice aside?

Rose and Cross - turn this petty loss

Into hope and glory, hope and glory with pride?


Rosicrucians - paint your symbols fair

Write your verses in the sand

Rosicrucians - you missed Baudelaire

But we still extend, we still extend our hand...

Sunday, July 13, 2008

'Everybody needs a bosom for a pillow'


Mata Amritananda Mayi, affectionately known as Amma (Mother) is a world renowned humanitarian and an inspirational example of a life of service to mankind. Others have named her The Hugging Saint.

Transcending all barriers of colour and creed, she is revitalising the gospel of unconditional love.Born in a remote Indian fishing village, Amma showed signs of a highly advanced spiritual state from birth itself. Today she is regarded as one of the greatest spiritual presences of our time. Her example and tireless work have given rise to a vast network of charitable activities that is stirring the goodwill of people around the world.

Amma travels around the world every year, and has visited Ireland several times. Wherever she goes, thousands flock to receive her comfort, guidance or advice. With the simplest of gestures-an-embrace- Amma showers her boundless love on whoever she encounters, regardless of their status in life, race or religion.

More at: http://www.amritapuri.org/amma/amma.php

Saturday, July 12, 2008

NOSTOS: The Greatest Irish Book since Ulysses?

A relatively uncelebrated Irish writer died on 1st June 2007 whose books have slowly been gaining recognition around the world as uniquely important. His name is John Moriarty and he was born and died in County Kerry, Ireland. After attaining a degree in philosophy in University College Dublin he worked in various countries, including a stint as professor of English in Canada, but also periods elsewhere as a manual labourer and he even found himself homeless for a short time in London. His intimate relationship with nature and open-eyed receptiveness to the sustaining powers of spirituality features regularly in his accounts. All these elements of his life were integrated into his writing and independent lecturing in later years.

Writer and reviewer Brian Lynch claims of Moriarty’s book Dreamtime that he “takes on almost every one of the world’s religions and many of its mythologies, particularly Ireland’s in an attempt to embody a way to live in our time”.

However it is Nostos, his magnum opus of almost 700 pages hardback which was published in 2001, for which he will primarily be remembered. Reading it is intermittently like walking in the good company of a gentle giant, and sitting by a fireside with an omniscient archetypal storyteller. The communication is gifted as a series of experiences; an encounter with something like modern saintedness. It is very special indeed, scintillatingly erudite and difficult to compare to anything else. Critic Aidan Carl Matthews spared no praise in announcing this autobiographical tome to be 'the greatest Irish book since Ulysses' . He added that it “tells the story of his own life and the life of all those stories which our species has been sharing since the first annals of the primal savannah”.

Poet John F. Deane effuses that, “the patient reader of this book will warm to a generous spirit, to a mind and body devoted to healing the ills of the present by pointing to the past. The dull and dulling events of the life of a man intent on understanding are brought alive in this huge achievement in such a way that will move you with a belief that humanity has a meaning and relevance that can yet beautify our egotistical and polluted world.”

Nostos is the Greek word for homecoming, an appellation tagged in ancient times on epic travellers such as Odysseus. In the contemporary context it means something rather different. We have lost our contact with the earth and with the old stories and myths that we used to inhabit. Moriarty’s concern is the modern dilemma of the human race: how it acts like a refugee from the living earth; not knowing how to connect healthily with it anymore, but who must now look for a way back, a way to assimilate the parts of ourselves and come home to our ecologically grounded common destiny.

Nostos parallels the thoroughly soul-sick straying of the author, his missing the mark of the meaning of life, with the gradual stranding of other tribes such as the Aztecs after Cortez landed. Exploring places as disparate as Periclean Athens and Blackfoot Dancing Ground, neolithic North Kerry and London, Manitoba and Mexico, Kwakiutl coast and Connemara, the author strives against the odds of a myriad of doubts and despondencies to arrive at a form of sanctuary and embrace of what is at the core of the horrifying but glorious reality of our world. Nostos throws down the gauntlet to us, to admit that, and to act as if, we are Homo sapiens sapiens.

As a Christian himself at heart, Moriarty regretted that “Christians, as Christians, had refused to embark on the modern voyage”,…as if, losing “confidence in Christ, and fearing for his safety, had confined him within the homely horizons of the Ptolemaic world.” The old ways and convictions that previously carried our mass consciousness through existential terrors just don’t cut the mustard anymore.

“Like the House of Atreus, Western culture, indeed our Western world and to some extent also therefore our Western psyche, have been founded on what Aeschylus would call a protarchos ate, a primordial, generating act of insanity”.

He is not alone in this view. Numerous books have been released in the past few years, such as Collapse by Jarred Diamond, which, backed by an impressive accumulation of hard evidence, allege that the Western way of life is hastening for itself the type of abrupt ruin that led to the disappearance of past societies such as the Mayans.

Examining the Bible and the revered narratives, old and new, of various cultures worldwide, Moriarty concludes: “…that does not explain L’homme Machine looking up at Mécanique Celeste. Having him in view, we might have to settle for a terrible truth: as is science, so is myth in arrears, in explanatory arrears, of who we are.”

“In a dreadful sense, our nostos is a nekuia. It is an endless, aimless wandering in an Absence”

However, he does not shrink from the quest for solutions to this crisis.
“Recovering our nerve, we might find it is in us to stand to our full moral and spiritual height and this we will do when we acknowledge
- That our transtorrentem destiny is upon us
- That in us our planet can be an evolutionary success”.

He cautioned about vertigo though; that in pursuing the heights of progress in our re-colonising ourselves, without an equivalent downward depth expansion, we would topple over. He probed our capacity to evolve, wondering, “could our psychic sutures open to the point that we could safely take in any new truth about human inwardness or stellar outwardness that came our way?” He warned that “Europe’s recent horrors could be traced to the fact that we had chosen to live by Descartes’ over-clear and over-conscious ‘cogito’ rather than by Leonardo’s ‘chioroscuro’”. Intelligence, depending on its quality, could be as much of an eclipse as an aid on the way, he chided.

He provides wonderful imaginary scenes almost as parables of alternative adaptive behaviours.

“One day, looking inwards into the origins of his own psychosexual trouble, the Fisher King will suddenly realise, in dread and alarm he will realise, that the whyght samyte has fallen from his eyes and now, no way out, he will come to know what he always somehow knew, that it isn’t from impotence but from wounding potency that he suffers….at that moment…the spear will fall out of male sexuality…That, when it happens, will be real evolution.”

There is value in the aesthetic in so far as the perspective of the witness can really see. Contemplating in Chartres Cathedral, he muses, “Also, there is in this rose window an instruction for those physicists who sleep-walkingly assume that to know things in their causes is to know them as they inwardly and essentially are”.

Lucidly leaning on his wealth of learning and his keen observations, Moriarty retrieves outdated modes of comprehending the world and burnishes them so that they take on a modern and urgent sensibility.

In this very personal account of his life, the people he meets and those he loves, and in making transparent his profound thinking, his often hermit-like turmoil to grapple with what is of value to us, what can sustain us, individually and as a race, he excavates the beauty and purpose of our ancestors’ beliefs, and suggests how we can reconcile who we were with who we are as we face the dilemmas of our age.

'Clear days bring the mountains down to my door-step, calm nights give the rivers their say, the wind puts its hand to my shoulder some evenings, and then I don't think, I just leave what I'm doing and I go the soul's way.'

His final book, “What the Curlew Said”, has been published posthumously.

For further information, goto: http://www.johnmoriarty.net/

- goinghome

Friday, July 11, 2008

Who is an accattone?

A film of this title, "Accattone", was made in 1961 about a pimp in Rome, written and directed by Pier Paolo Pasolini. IMDB trivia -http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0054599/ - illuminates:

- "Accattone" is Roman dialect and derives from "accattare" (to take, gain or acquire, often by illegal or otherwise unorthodox means). It indicates a beggar, and was mainly used in a non-literal sense, that is, it does not indicate a professional beggar but someone who lives of expedients: small thefts, begging, small-time frauds. It is a heavily derogatory term, and the leading character's having it as a nickname means he was held in low esteem even by other criminals (as this was usually the case for pimps, as they exploited prostitutes and gained money but did not personally risk their lives and health, unlike thieves, robbers and other members of the underworld). This word has become almost obsolete in Roman dialect nowadays. -

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Lashing back in the market-place...



This is purportedly an actual letter sent to a bank in the United States. The Bank thought it amusing enough, again purportedly as it did the rounds on the internet, to publish in the New York Times.

- Dear Sir:

I am writing to thank you for bouncing the check with which I endeavoured to pay my plumber last month.

By my calculations some three nanoseconds must have elapsed between his presenting the check, and the arrival in my account of the funds needed to honor it. I refer, of course, to the automatic monthly deposit of my entire salary, an arrangement which, I admit, has only been in place for eight years. You are to be commended for seizing that brief window of opportunity, and also for debiting my account with $50 by way of penalty for the inconvenience I caused to your bank. My thankfulness springs from the manner in which this incident has caused me to rethink my errant financial ways. You have set me on the path of fiscal righteousness. No more will our relationship be blighted by these unpleasant incidents, for I am restructuring my affairs in 2002, taking as my model the procedures, attitudes and conduct of your very bank. I can think of no greater compliment, and I know you will be excited and proud to hear it.

To this end, please be advised about the following changes: I have noticed that, whereas I personally attend to your telephone calls and letters, when I try to contact you I am confronted by the impersonal, ever-changing, pre-recorded, faceless entity which your bank has become. From now on I, like you, choose only to deal with a flesh-and-blood person. My mortgage and loan repayments will, therefore and hereafter, no longer be automatic, but will arrive at your bank, by check, addressed personally and confidentially to an employee of your branch whom you must nominate. You will be aware that it is an offense under the Postal Act for any other person to open such an envelope. Please find attached an Application Contact Status which I require your chosen employee to complete. I am sorry it runs to eight pages, but in order that I know as much about him or her as your bank knows about me, there is no alternative. Please note that all copies of his or her medical history must be countersigned by a Notary Public, and that the mandatory details of his/her financial situation (income, debts, assets and abilities) must be accompanied by documented proof. In due course, I will issue your employee with a PIN number which he/she must quote in all dealings with me. I regret that it cannot be shorter than 28 digits but, again, I have modeled it on the number of button presses required to access my account balance on your phone bank service. As they say, imitation is the sincerest form of flattery.

Let me level the playing field even further by introducing you to my new telephone system, which you will notice, is very much like yours. My Authorized Contact at your bank, the only person with whom I will have any dealings, may call me at any time and will be answered by an automated voice. Press buttons as follows: 1.To make an appointment to see me. 2. To query a missing repayment. 3. To transfer the call to my living room in case I am there. 4. To transfer the call to my bedroom in case I am sleeping. 5. To transfer the call to my toilet in case I am attending to nature. 6. To transfer the call to my mobile phone in case I am not at home. 7. To leave a message on my computer. To leave a message on my computer, a password to access my computer is required. Password will be communicated at a later date to the contact. 8. To return to the main menu and listen carefully to options 1 through 9. 9. To make a general complaint or inquiry. The contact will then be put on hold, pending the attention of my automated answering service. While this may on occasion involve a lengthy wait, uplifting music will play for the duration. This month I’ve chosen a refrain from The Best of Woody Guthrie: “Oh, the banks are made of marble, With a guard at every door, And the vaults are filled with silver, That the miners sweated for.” After twenty minutes of that, our mutual contact will probably know it, by heart.

On a more serious note, we come to the matter of cost. As your bank has often pointed out, the ongoing drive for greater efficiency comes at a cost which you have always been quick to pass on to me. Let me repay your kindness by passing some costs back. First, there is the matter of advertising material you send me. This I will read for a fee of $20 per page. Inquiries from your nominated contact will be billed at $5 per minute of my time spent in response. Any debits to my account, as, for example, in the matter of the penalty for the dishonored check, will be passed back to you. My new phone service runs at 75 cents a minute. You would be well advised to keep your inquiries brief and to the point. Regrettably, but again following your example, I must also levy an establishment fee to cover the setting up of this new arrangement.

May I wish you a happy, if ever-so-slightly less prosperous, New Year?

Your humble client, [Name withheld] -

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Were you crucified today?

STREET-WALKING IS LIKE CHRIST’S CRUCIFIXION

Tens and twenties of unknown people pass,
Carrying secret, separate experiences inside.
Discreet, undetectable thoughts each has,
Seeing the cold crowd overlooking human light,
For the rush and business of duty,
To labour or lazily leave others labour,
As lectured by yesterday’s leaders, unready,
To live for today but tomorrow’s favour.

One Individual wakes amongst the faces,
Formerly blank screens, blowing some words,
Wakes to the wonder and variety past the gazes,
Of worries, despairs, dark desires unstirred,
Wakes to the feeling of floundering spirit,
Untouched, denied, just eking existence,
In un-understood anguish, as a parrot,
Preened pretty and cheery, but an alien in it’s cage.

The cost of seeing, sensing, opening out,
To the awesome unspoken aggression withheld,
Needs casting conventional defences, - draws a shout,
And tears for oneself and one’s lost strength.
To turn from the hopeless, crooked ways,
Dependent on toil and devious lies,
Demands turmoil in suspense that these days,
Can possibly be all right, upright, under eyes,
Of towering authorities, watching to hit,
At the least attempt of equal competition.

To stand for man’s searching, soaring, sound heart,
Is high-risk exposure, like Christ at His Crucifixion.
- goinghome


Tuesday, July 1, 2008

The Crux

"If life is not real, life is not earnest, and the grave is its goal, perhaps it's ridiculous to take ourselves so seriously. On the other hand, if we can't help taking ourselves so seriously, perhaps we just have to put up with being ridiculous. Life may be not only meaningless but absurd" - T.Nagal, What does it all Mean? (1987)


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